Tuesday, September 05, 2006
yesterday was another fun day fr me. morning i actually intended to wake up an hr earlier to walk the dog bt i didnt cause i was quite tired. thought i woke up at like 10 plus.. i was still ate fr the art thing which started at 12. i toke a long time to eat and onli got up the bus at 11.50! hahx. then i was late by like 20 mins. bt only the mr chu was there so i didnt get scolded. me n joann did the art thing till 1.20. i felt that it was quite nice though the teacher and other classmates were kinda hesitant. like nt very nice. who cares.
then i waited a while fr txy to finish hers. actually she wanted to watch movie with jie qi, ebony and me. bt mummy nancy was goin out and i want to save money fr my mummy's present. then jie qi said tt she dont want to go if im nt goin so in the end we didnt go. i went bck to 115 to bathe and change then i walked to calarasi. at bout 3 plus we left fr snow city! whee! lolx.
after a long ride we finally reached. then we saw this snow city notice board at the entrance which stated that it is closed on mondays. at first i was shocked as afterall it would be such a wasted trip if we had to go home. luckily, this doesnt apply to school holidays. thus we went to the counter to sign up fr the nxt session which was starting at 5.15. the lady said that we ahve to wear long pants so if we didnt wear then we would hav to rent at $3 per piece. wang and shaun wore 3 quater pants so it wasnt allowed. mummy nancy n auntie shirley then brought us to some shops near jurong entertainment centre to buy 2 pants fr them. of course to buy frm some cheap store. we found one named 'song n song'. the pants there were quite cheap and we bought 2 identical pieces priced at 5 bucks each.
nxt we rushed off to snow city cause we were kinda late fr the 5.15 session and we would lose out.when we reached there.. shaun and wang went to change into their long pants while i wore my jacket fr extra 'protection'. each ticket is priced at $12 bt as mummy nancy is some ntuc insurance member.. we get to purchase each tix at $8. save quite a lot. bt we still hav to rent a pair of gloves per person at 2 bucks (adult) or $1.50 (child). so all in all ben's tix is $10 while me, shaun and wang are $9.50 each. lolx. they treated me as one below 10. anw.. i got to save 50cents! ^^ actually mummy nancy and aunt shirley thought of joinin us as the offer can buy up to 6 tix bt i dunno why they later decided nt to..
then me and ben went behind the counter to wear our boots, jackets and golves. so funny. i wore the big golves tt were meant fr ben. then i changed into the smaller kiddy one. had some difficulty squeezin my hands into them bt luckily they were just nice. wang took quite long to change i dunno why so he was like rushing like mad when he was wearin his boots and stuff. it was kinda chaotic cause we were late fr the session. dont wanna lose out. :)
i held shaun's hands and we walked in together. lolx. when we enter it was like.. whooa. veri cool. and cold. we started to like freeze. shaun couldnt take it at first. he complaint that his lips were veri painful. i think he couldnt take the super low temp at -6.8 degrees. i was quite scared that he would have to leave and wait fr us outside. i just continued to comfort him bt when he was like close to cryin i offered to bring him out. then he just said tt he shall try to bear with it. after a while he stopped complainin and just played with us. in the beginnin we played with the huge slide whereby we had to sit on a small float and slide down. it was very thrillin though the ice or watever tt was kept hittin our face. shaun commented tt one of the workers there looked like paul twohill. hahx. so-so.
after gettin used to the temp.. we enjoyed the place even more. we played with the playground, threw 'snow' at one another and slid down the huge slide another few more times. it was really fun. hahx. then shaun's hp was like so poor thing. the ice even gt stuck in the speakers.
then there was once ben said that he wanted to try the small slide at the playground so i hid and waited beside the end of the slide with a handful of ice. when he slide down i threw the ice at him and ahouted 'merry christmas!' lolx. very funny. the ice hit his face so he took revenge at me. then we just played around the playground and kept taking pictures. the place wasnt as crowded as the last time ben and i came which was like a few yrs ago.. just about 15-20 ppl. i even laid on the ground and rolled here and there. my body wasnt cold at all thanks to the super thick jacket tt they provided bt my hands, legs and face were freezing. my fingers were like droppin off. my butt felt quite painful too frm all the slides..
soon it was the time to part! boohoo. so sad. so fun. we had a last slide down the huge one and threw a little more ice at each other and left. we were also one of the last to leave. it was a super duper nice experience fr me though i felt lucky to live in singapore cause i cant imagine living in such a cold environment like those winter countries. outside, we took out our jackets and golves and continued to take pictures cause we were amused by our pinky faces. i went to the toliet with shaun to see how we looked like. hmm.. quite cute! lolx. though ben's face wasnt so pink bt he blew out smoke inside! i was like cool. fr me onli once in a while. shaun and wang blew more smoke than i did.. :) shaun and wang's shirts were also drentched at the bottom i think cause their shirts were long. mine wasnt at all.
we then packed everythin and waited at the benches beside the counter fr mummy nancy and aunt shirley who were shoppin at imm. aunt shirley also bought fr me another purse frm minitoons. while waitin shaun, wang n i watched mr bean while ben jus sat at a side. we also browsed through the pictures taken by the snow city's photographer while we were slidin dwn the huge slide. some are quite nice and ben took pictures of them. quite clear though. shaun complaint tt he was very cold so i removed my jacket and lent it to him. he was quite cute wearin it. i was also freezin. the whole place was very cold.. after a long wait of bout 45 mins.. they FINALLY arrived. xP. it was like 7 already. weirdly.. in the car shaun actually confessed tt he liked it and hoped to go there again even though he couldnt take the temp at first.
i was like super tired and hungry by then. when we reached calarasi.. we realised tt aunt racial (i dunno how to spell) went to 115 and forgt to cook macaroni. mummy nancy was fumin mad and insisted tt we wait fr her to cook the macaroni. after a while she finally finished cookin. i liked the macaroni and finished 2 big bowls.
sadly.. ben's fish also died. the super cute one with the huge tummy. soooo poor thing. it was died because its stomach was too huge so it couldnt escape when the huge fish attacked it.. sooo sad. T.T
after tt i watched tv till aunt shirley came bck and walked home with her and wang. it was like 1-2am then. and whoa. i woke up at like 3 this mornin.. haiz. half a day gone.. :)
i was blue-d at 5:37 AM
Friday, September 01, 2006
hey. haven been posting fr like bout half a month.. actually many many many things happened during this period of time. i always wanted to blog brfore i forget them bt i did nt actually hv the time to. hv been quite stressed these days too.
the first thing which i can remember is.. sci practical. i studied quite alot fr it bt in the end nth much came out.. most qns were mainly based on the experiments. bt one thing i hate bout it most. i sweated ALOT. honestly. i think my whole shirt was drenched. it seemed tt i was the only one who sweated. weird. nt even alyssa. well. the fans were switched off. i was sweatin till i couldnt actually concentrate well. then i think mrs yeo saw how hot i was so she switched the fans on immediately aft the experiment. the funny thing is.. my whole shirt became dry in 5 mins. funny huh. i didnt noe my sweat could evaporate so quickly.. haiz. bt mrs yeo cn onli return us the papers in t4..
then came the stupid esplanade seating thing. on tues (i cant remember which one) rebecca and sherry were told to arrange our seating fr the musical. then they put yvonne beside the teachers cause no one else wanted to. bt they didnt actually tell her. then sherry told rebecca tt she shld give the name list on wed so tt they can tell the class their seating arrangements on wed. tt day i had this eng remedial then when it ended.. yvonne asked if anyone had the seating plan. i thought tt since they're goin to tell her tmr so telling her then made no difference. so i told her tt she will be seating beside the teachers. well. her reaction was huge. she was like grumbling so much. she wanted to call rebecca almost immediately bt mrs low was still in class. then on wed.. rebecca was like so stressed. she started to liquid the name list with the seating arrangements. she seemed so frustrated. a while later.. i saw her cryin and found out frm janice tt she didnt want to sit beside the teachers. i almost volunteered to seeing her so stressed. aft tt while walkin to the com lab fr chinese.. i apologised to her. i didnt noe why i did so too. she said nvm since yvonne agreed to seat beside the teachers. i was kinda shocked cause i thought she didnt noe tt i was the one who told yvonne bout the seating arrangements. since she accepted my apology i meant tt it was my fault which it shldnt be. then i just felt so guilty the whole day. honestly. it wasnt my fault. yvonne asked. so i just told her wat i knew. its nt tt they didnt want anyone to tell yvonne about it. they said they were going to tell them. then is it my fault to tell someone smthing she wants to know tt was goin to be told anyway? this is so complicated. i think i just apologised cause i didnt want them to hate me.. :(
am i too sensitive? im always feelin tt yeany is starting to dislike me. i dunno why. almost everything they did didnt involve me. their secrets, outings and everything. most of the time.. i felt tt someone else was goin to replace my position in yeanyy. before it was valerie then now.. xinying. she seemed closer to them then i am. maybe because she's seating beside joann. they're always chattin and laughin together.. im such an outcast..
thursday was teachers' day eve. i think tt day was the only day which im really happy for the past month. i seriously laughed till i forgt all my problems durin the celebrations. wow.. in the mornin it was like rainin cats n dogs n mouse and everythin. hahx. it was rainin VERY heavily in short. ben missed sch (as usual).. when we gt into the car it was quite late alr8 so aunt shirley fetched shaun n i first. aunt shirley fetched shaun into the sch though cause firstly it was rainin heavily n secondly shaun may be late fr sch. plus even if i was super late i wld also nt get the late slip as it was rainin. there was quite a jam outside his sch so it took quite a while before we could leave his sch. then when we drove to the road at potong pasir mrt leadin to my sch.. we were kinda shocked. the jam was like siao. the que of cars were like frm my sch to the mrt. it's quite a dist so cn u imagine the number of cars?? siao. furthermore the cars were movin super slowly. like the car cn onli move one small step fr every half a min. then by the time we reached my sch it wld be like sooo late. so aunt shirley jus took the long loop round the terraces. only like 5-10 mins. much better than waitin like a fool there. bt unfortunately.. when she was at the small road outside the sch beside the church.. the car in front of us reversed and bumped into us cause there was another car in front tt wanted to turn. so stupid the driver. aunt shirley horned alr8 bt she still continued to reverse. then bumped into us. i even scolded stupid driver. haiz. bt then i realised tt the driver was ms poon! i was like omg. then she said to settle this in sch. when she drove away i was like shit. her car had a huge bump behind! i was so scared tt she was.. angry? bt then again.. it was her fault. nth to do with us. bt we super heng. tt aftnoon we were bout to hand this car over.. phew. then aunt shirley jus dropped me and left cause wang was goin to be very late. bt so funny.. by then it was like 7.30 and many many cedarians were still stuck in the jam.. how come soo many late today? issit the rain? soo funny. anw. so i jus returned to class as i thought of lookin fr ms poon later. nura said we had to look fr ms queck (or however u spell it) so we went to the staffrm bt we couldnt find her number on the paper n the staffrm was like super crowded so we just left. then when i returned sherry n txy told me tt ms poon announced over the PA system fr me to look fr her in the level 1 staffrm. i was like PA system?! tt means the whole sch heard it! oh man. so i just rushed down. i saw ms poon bt she was talkin to another sec4 girl smthing bout an accident. then the girl said the driver was her dad n ms poon was puzzled cause she thought she spoke to a lady.. so funny. then i told her that tt lady was my aunt. she then sent the girl away and explained tt there was another 2 accidents tt morning so quite confusing. she gave me her number n i gave her aunt shirley's. she said tt she waited at the foyer bt no one appeared. watever.
then i went bck to class and rebecca, sherry, kelly n i left to look fr grace fr her to sign on the teachers' day cards. when i opended to read them there were only names of rebecca, sherry, kelly n grace. i was kinda disappointed cause they didnt include me. joann wasnt included cause she was givin another card with txy, jieqi n yasmin (IP ppl). i didnt noe why they didnt include me.. nvm. then we realised there were interestin games goin on in the sports hall so we stayed to watch the games. soon the games ended n we went to the mph to get good seats but we still sat quite far behind luckily it was just beside the red carpet.
well. the concert was.. FANTASTIC!! :) i lurved it so much. much funnier then last yr's. the only performance tt wasnt nice was the cedar band cynide or smthin. nt nice.. yucks. my ears ached durin their performence. the games allowed us to learn more bout some teachers. like mr c. lim was frm nyjc n other stuff. the funniest and best performance was the one the new teachers put up. super funny. me n rebecca laughed till we cried. omg. soooo funny! it was some tele-teachmes. mr chai was the teacher n mr khoo was the purple one, mr ang was dipsy, the homeec teacher was lala n another female teacher was po. mr chai soo funny! his costume was like hahx! his voice changed completely too! nice talent! :) then the song tt they sang was also so cute. the lyrics were hilarious!! lolx. mr chai also played the piano. i didnt noe he had quite a few talents.
aft tt i waited in class fr txy to give her presents then huijun went with us bck to bhps. many sec1s were there too. bt the whole sch was like so stranger to me. maybe cause there were many new teachers. i only like recognised 3-5 teachers. so sad. we also couldnt find ms choo. bt so funny. dr ho actually remembered me a little. she saw me she was like 'a?' we only stayed fr like half an hr cause their concert was BORING.. then we went to wky's hse cause hui qi they all were there. i actually wanted to go home cause i didnt want to meet the guys bt txy 'pleaded' with us to go. so we just went. hui qi, jasmine, prida, xin yan, jared, derek n zikai nv change much then wky grew taller n much much weirder. out of 10 sentences tt he said i dont understand 8. so funny. we just chat there. at bout 2 we left fr home. i was kinda disappointed tt -------- didnt come even though -------- said that -------- would. :( then i bathed and took bus to toa payoh to meet txy. we were supposed to meet at 4.40 then we only boarded the train at like 5. lolx.
when we met grace, rebecca, sherry, kelly n joann at city hall mrt, we chatted n walked to marina square. grace was treatin us to sakae dinner cause it was her belated bdae (1 day late). we started eatin at 5.30 and the buffet ended at 6 so we were like takin and eatin. bt not worth cause we only gt half an hr to eat. if we were there at 3 then we can talk and eat more. although i didnt like green tea.. i actually drank like 3-4 cups of tea! i dunno why the more i drank the more i liked it. weird. though we stopped at bout 6 the steamed egg wld only arrive at 6.40. so we just talked and joked and took pictures. so funny. i think we made a lot of noise.. :) we continued talkin and eatin until bout 7.15. we actually wanted to leave at 7.30 bt there was a que and we ate fr almost 2 hrs liao. the bill was like 120 bucks. so ex. one person was $17.20. siao. must really thank grace. then we just bought ice cream and walked bck to city hall mrt. then we went home. i was super tired. although it was a tiring day fr me.. i enjoyed it sooo much!! :) so happy!
friday afternoon (yesterday) i went out with aunt shirley they all to qian hu. tt was the first time i sat in the new car. quite nice though nt much different frm honda. the sport rims were cool and overall the car looked quite posh.. :) ben bought like 5-7 fishes.. so crazy.. 60 bucks. nt worth. then we went to imm cause nearby. there we shopped at this jap budget shop which sells everything at 2 bucks. well i didnt buy anything just walked around with them. then aft we paid fr the stuff aunt shirley brought me to the toliet n we lost them. suaysuay her hp with wang n mine was in the car. so we walked around to look fr public phone bt also dont hv. so no choice she asked me to borrow phone fr some shopkeeper to call mummy nancy. i went into this gift shop and the lady said wat the stupid phone need to watever process so cnnt then i went over to the hp shop. tt guy was sooo much nicer than tt lady. he even joked. so i called mummy nancy and found her at last. she said tt shaun also went missing then he also borrowed someone's phone to call her. hahx. nxt we went to kfc to eat dinner. while they ordered.. i went to the minitoons to buy one small purse to put my hp fr $2.50. i quite like it and my hp fitted nicely into it. when we reach home i put the purse with my hp inside on the table beside the bed and bathed and went to sleep. then in today morning aunt shirley woke me up n showed me the purse. OMG!! i was like.. bibi actually bite and spoilt it!! i almost killed him on the spot!! my fave purse! how cn he bite it!! i just bought it yesterday! haven even use fr a day!! ARGHH! then i cried and aunt monica scolded me say wat dont disturb her sleep cause of one cheap purse. $2.50 to them is peanuts bt definitly nt to me!! im like savin every cents like mad fr my mum's bdae present so $2.50 to me is like $250 to them! i was so heart broken and depressed. there goes my $2.50.. :( though aunt shirley said she would buy another one fr me bt i still would pay her fr both purses cause i still owe her money aftall. so sad. now my wallet again no money. hv to pay fr this and grace's present. soooo depressed. stupid dog. yucks.
i was blue-d at 11:23 PM
Friday, August 18, 2006
these few weeks im kinda quite stressed.. alot of tests.. on top of tt, we also had art. draw.. draw.. and more drawings. i cant understand why must we draw soooo many times. all frm the same pic somemore. i just feel tt art comes in the form of talent. if u dont have the talent.. then no matter how much effort or time u put in. it would be just useless. it's true. compare txy n me. mine sux. so why shld they put art as one of the subjects in our report bk. i mean. they actually count it fr overall percentage! tt's like.. art just pulls down my marks terribly.. so yucky..
then other than those stupid stuff.. i still had to go down to help my mum these few days. i felt super tired. espacially on wednesday.. i just laid on the bed then i fell asleep. bt i still went down to help when wang woke me up. aanother time was mon or fri i think. i was eatin.. then finish i just fell asleep on the table! i didnt even realise tt! haiz. pity me..
i got bck my maths ta todae. nt too bad. i gt 25. total was 30. kelly gt 28 and a sticker. then mr khoo gave her an expression tt she did veri badly.. so evil.. i wonder wat's ms wan thinking.. so loong still nv return the geog paper.. every lesson watch day aft tmr.. at least tell us when she giving out mah. didnt even mention abt it. then nxt wk gt sci prac. haiz. so stressed. EYE also comin liao. gonna fail.
weekend still hv to do the hist presentation. so stupid. i told txy to tell and ask joann abt doin skit. then she nv tell. make me so malu when i showed her the script.. she went like huh? we're doing skit meh? i felt so bad. nv consult her. bt seriously i dont think we cn find a video on the topic durin such a short time. sat still hv to go ais hse to do ppt. luckily koutoubaogao was already over. or else.. stress on top of stress equals siao.
todae also gt another thing. aft luch cheryl asked us to evacuate the class. so stupid. like of all sec 2 classes. other classes onli hv like 2 or 3 ppl inside then ours gt like 6 to 7! so many also choose this class. haiz. then we went to 2/o fr discussion on hist presentation. they're so weird.. some crazy farewell party or gathering fr seniors. then so lame. i frgt my txbk. so i was like disruptin their super quiet secret discussion and went in to take my bk. cant blame me.. who ask them to rush me like siao.
wateva. anw.. there's definately more fr me to suffer nxt few wks.. yucky. teach me to de-stress!!
( i hate -e-o--! she cheated in maths ta!! )
i was blue-d at 7:40 AM
Friday, August 11, 2006
i am feelin so tired and sian. the stupid koutoubaogao.. me and txy doing on chinese music. which was what the previous group just did. onli a week difference.. so the class sure can remember one what. i scared later teacher say: 'zhe4 bu2 shi4 shang4 yi1 zu3 suo3 zhuo4 de4 hua4 ti2 ma0?' omg.. tt would be so malu.. but how? we also cannot tink of other things to do. actually honestly.. i have already thought of this idea the first koutoubaogao early this year.. but i thought that txy never listen to chinese music so it would be unfair to her. tt's why i never suggested it.. but now? so sickening.. at first i felt that we should at least let the previous grp know of our topic. but i told txy to ask fr their permission because i thought that they would definately agree to it. however.. i was shocked at suet far's reply.. she was kinda reluctant. this made me feel even much more sian. i thought she was so easy-going.. she actually told txy tt ours cannot be better than theirs! then? wouldnt it be exactly the same if we never improve and improvise on it? so lame.
but whatever.. we still continued with our topic on chinese music.. although some ppl also said tt it was very alike to theirs. we already changed a lot on it. we added a lot of other things. so it's not exactly like theirs.. i am really so irritated. wat the.. then ben still sleeping like pig now. 3 already leh! .. then i cannot continue on my presentation. still got sooo many hw to do. i hate school life..
i was blue-d at 11:13 PM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
tt day, national day eve, i was super moody. maybe because i was pms-ing.. i went to sch.. was a little late thus there was no space fr me. rebecca they all were in front. she and kelly were chatting veri happily with valerie. then when they saw me behind.. they didnt even wave to me. they just turned n continued chatting with valerie. i felt tt valerie seemed closer to them than i m. tt shldnt be the case.
nxt we went to the courtyard fr our mass dance. i partnered txy as usual. bt smthin was weird. valerie actually partnered kelly! i was kinda surprised. then rebecca was left alone. (grace had prefect's duty and sherry n joann had band) shldnt rebecca partner kelly? valerie was obviously the odd one out. rebecca was lookin around fr a partner. i wonder why kelly agreed to partner valerie when they didnt like it when valerie gt close to joann last time.. finally rebecca partnered germaine.
aft tt we went to the hall fr our indoor programmes. actually these few days im kinda puzzled. jieqi's exceptionally nice to me. of course im happy as she's super nice and cheers ppl up. bt it's weird. then while walkin up to the hall.. i turned n saw valerie hookin her hands with kelly's behind me n txy. she seemed super close to her. i suddenly started to dislike her. even on mon. rebecca was absent. so durin chinese, she came over n sat at rebecca's place chatting and joking away with grace, kelly, sherry n joann. i felt tt she was like part of them instead of me. i felt so left out..
i really dont noe wat to do. issit just because tt i m sensitive? or issit tt she's really so close to them. im really afraid tt one day.. she might take over my place in yeanyy. when tt happens.. im alone again. please tell me wat to do..
i was blue-d at 7:32 AM
